Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Fermentation of tapai

Alhamdulillah, I am happy to teach students in South High School about fermentation of tapai and I can't believe it, I enjoy it. It is like teach in Indonesia. Maybe because I love to teach. Same like students in Indonesia, they asked me, "You eat this rice in Indonesia?". I answered,'Yes.' So, I learn a lot of things here, in South High School.
And I realize something, Yeahhhh, it's time to happy, let's enjoy my life, don't have think about other things. Let's enjoy now, just only for me, not think other people.
OOOh, it is like I am never done anything for myself. I just think about other people.
Let's having fun and enjoy my day. it is time for rest, see view, feel spring spirit, let's buy things for me, don't think for others.
Selfish?????? No, it is time to enjoy myself, it is time for me.
It is time for me to enjoy my days in America, do my internship, go to campus, eat everything.
Why?? It is time to find myself, it is time not to think about others, now the center in my mind just me, just me.
Find my happiness, OK.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Just not my day

I don't what happen yesterday, Saturday, April 10,2010.
It was just not my day, it was like I had hard time to know and realize that I miss something in myself and just waste my time for nonsense.
I lost my ID, my Upass, my key number apartment.
It is like sign from God (ALLAH SWT) that I done something wrong and I have to turn back, ask myself that I missing something inside me.
I can't cry because I think I already finished my tear for realized something that I love were gone.
Ask and deal with myself is harder than dealing with other people.
I hope I can through all this problem.
I believe ALLAH SWT wiil help me to solve this problem.
It just a step for me so I more tough and strong.
I remember that ALLAH SWT just give us some test that we also can solve the problem. Amin.