I find my answer

Finally, I find my answer.
Yeah.....cihui after ashr pray, hmm, no no, actually before I pray...I find the answer.
I find the answer that I'm looking for.
I don't know what happen with me, just suddenly I remember my mother (I remember my mother everyday, but its look like I am talking with her, I am talking with my mother......I don't dare to dream like this...but its like real...after I pray, I'm talking with her),
and then I get the answer.
I ask Allah SWT, what am I doing right now?
I don't know what I am doing, I don't know what I am looking for....
So I ask Allah SWT....
Then I realize, that finally Allah SWT give me the answer.
Alhamdulillah, makasih ya Allah SWT.
I like your answer.
Ya Allah SWT, I like the way You give me the answer...(You give answer with allow me to talk with my Mom)
I like it.
Thanks Allah SWT.
I promise to You, that I never complain again about my job....because I know why I am here now.
I know what I am doing right now...
I just want to make myself clear...that.....I have to touch the sky and I have fly very high.....
Because I know that my mother allow me to do whatever I like...whatever I want to do....
Because my mother know, that I am doing the right things for me, because Allah SWT is always beside me to guide me....
Dear Mom,
don't worry, I'm okay,
I already in the middle of the river, so I don't want to look behind...I just want to get the other side of the river.
That's my Mom tell to me to cheers up me....
So, Mom...I prove to you that I get my dream, I reach my goals....

I LOVE TODAY....THANKS ALLAH SWT.