Thursday, January 26, 2012

Go go

don't ever let other people make you down!!!!
DON'T.
Because you are great.
REACH your dream, don't let other people laugh on you....
LET people laugh, you the one who live on your life, you the one who bear your life...just do what you think is good for you.
as long as what you do is good, not crime, not bother other people...just DO IT.
YOU ARE THE BEST, ALLAH SWT create best person, never make mistake...so you are good.
DON'T AFRAID TO REACH YOUR DREAM...just try, there is no harm to try the best for you.
don't be afraid to lose..just get up, and start new one again.
LET'S DO IT.
spirit words for me to reach my dream....lets go Erlin :)

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

three days off

Woahhmmm, I wake up in the early morning with hold my pillow and my blanket.
I don't want to wake up, I want to sleep again but I have to go to office.
Three days off make me lazy.
I take a bath, eat my breakfast and do the same activity.
How lazy I am.
I am wondering how about other person, are they also lazy just like I am?
Allah SWT very nice give us three days holiday so I can wake up late...he he :)
Thank you God.
On three days off, I read my magazine, my toefl books, learn english words use lyrics from radio.
Tiring...but I like it.

Monday, January 23, 2012

happy chinese new year

Happy Chinese New Year...:)
I am happy because today is holiday.
I love monday...yipi

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Do I need the stuff?

Me : Fifi, kita beli iphone yuk buat kembaran. (Fifi, lets buy iphone, so we have the same stuff)
Fifi : hpku belum rusak jadi aku tidak mau beli yang baru. (my cellphone still okay, I don't need to buy the new one)
A new message....if i like some stuff, Do I need it? if yes, i guess I have to buy...but if I don't need so don't buy.
Buy a thing because you need it. so bullshit, but its right.
People start to be hedonism because of life style. I don't want to judge people, but i am afraid I will be hedonism too.
thanks my cousin Fifi, too remind me.
also i have to remember, do i need to speak or write english?
It is not about to show off that i can speak english, my english isn't good.
and it is not about life style.
I write english in my blog just to improve my writing skills.
I want to study english, not for show off.
I still want to contact Dinda, send email to Dinda, that's why my english must be good.
So, do I need to learn english? yes of course, don't embarrassing yourself because your grammar is worse.
I do something because I have to do it.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Find my own words.

I want to practice 'my writing' everyday by write in my blog.
Step by step, just to make sure I can add my vocabulary.
I think my vocabulary is limit than a year ago.
My writing in english is declined now...I am not practice my english now...
I don't have sparing partner to speak english.
but it's okay, i try to contact my ilepers friends while I remind what have I done this week..hmm
Yesterday, on friday, a leaf just fall from the tree and i get with my hand.
I think everybody will back to the ground (death) same like the leaf, so I confuse why people forget about it?
why people love to show off, forget that when we death, we don't bring anything.....status, car, house, clothes....we leave it behind.
right now people in Indonesia just want to show off, how rich they are, stupid thing.
I want to find my own words even with writing in my blog.
I dont want to add my vocabulary with steal other people words...
I want to get my own words with my own hand, my own brain, my own ability.
I be myself, and get my words with God help. amin.
Lets prove it.

Monday, January 16, 2012

I lost the words

Last week, Jakarta always rainy....it was beautiful rainy for me.
Even the sky was gray, but I like the color..it was so beautiful.
I forget how was the feel of the rain?
So, last thursday, i just let myself got wet.
I close my umbrella, I let myself wet, dirty, and I just don't care, even I walk from Pangkalan Jati to my house (Can I call the house which I live there is my house?)with the rain accompany me.
When the last time I get wet because of the rain?
Hmmm, maybe around two years ago on 2010 at Minnesota, I let myself got wet while I was looking for...(..oh my God, I forget the name of Chinese supermarket............) supermarket that sale Indonesia ingredients.
oh my God, I lost the words because of the beautiful weather....
Ya Allah SWT, if you give the rain, please also bring my luck with the rain....
Please give the rain with Your Bless and please grant my wish. Amin..
I feel touch the rain with the words of my wishes.

Part Two
On sunday, January 15, I also let myself got wet.
I went to Harris Hotel at Kelapa Gading and it was raining....so my sunday morning was so beautiful. Alhamdulillah. everything go so well. I learn what is ielts....and then I realize something that I almost forget what english language is.
I lost the words...I almost cry
I forget the synonim of words....my vocabulary is so horrible....my english speech now is decrease...worse.....and i realize that i have to study again...i remember my dream...
I want to cry if i remember how i love to play words and now, the words is missing.
I have to find it again.
Used to be my head full of the words....I miss you, words.
please come to me again...:).
I am looking for you.
If I touch again the rain....do I can find my words?